Last weekend I had the chance to finally shoot some new pictures with model SarahB. It’s been three months since I’ve done the last shoot for the Project and I could feel the doubts piling up.
Getting a new system for hosting the episodes to work still seems like such unsurmountable task. At the same time what is the point of writing for a new episode when the new system is not in place, yet? Maybe my brain is weak from a year of hiding from a pandemic. I just get stuck in a thought loop and freeze up.
Taking new pictures has given me some fresh energy but I’m not sure it will be enough to break through the barrier. How am I supposed to get anywhere like this?